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Thursday, September 27, 2007 
back from schoool !
haha . school was prettyyy alrightt .
im now super duper stress and scared please .
eoy is next monday .
and i only have today and tmrw t study cos im working on weekends .
say im crazy , and yes i am .
ha ! fu ke fu ke , zhen shi fu ke !
friends made up 90% of my life .
and YOU made up the other 10% .
ha . :DDD
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 yesterday ;
celebrated w uncle neo and co. and some sec twos i suppose. :D
played latern nd blahhh . haha .
then scissors paper stone w jiaren nd shi cai .
haha . I WON JIAREN ! :D
laadeedum. then uncle neo's friends came .
then talk awhile . then i wanted t pee VERY VERY BADLY .
so went home . hahaha .
today .
schoooled :D
flunk maths test . need t re-do art prepwork .
damn damn damn !
for every 100 days , i'll be stress for at least 99 days .
& everybody needs somebody sometimes .
Monday, September 24, 2007 alright . today had maths test . nearly cried pleasee .
damn stresss la . damn damn difficult . urghhh !
then got back chem test . haa . flunk it !
damn X2 . FU KE ! then had physics remedial .
wasnt paying much attention . then went to cwp
to get my physics+chem guide book . LOL .
then homee sweet homee .
reached home . talk cock w daddy .
he told me about fighting and all . hahah .
its beeen sooo soo soo long since we both had a talk .
alright . im gg to FINISH UP MY ART , STUDY FOR CHINESE ND ENG TEST TOMORROW .
THEN I NEEEEEDAA START STUDYING . EOY NEXT WEEEK . i think im gna DIE DIE DIE !!!
laadeedum ! goodluck to shiyu :D
Sunday, September 23, 2007 alright . went for work ytd.
tired ~ saw lydia and lihui .
haha . after that wanted to go for huiya's thing but
sikai called me and said that they've ended .
so yups, went homeee :D
im working today . however , the heavy rain spoils my moood . :C
i havent do my bao zhang bao dao . ZZ
damn !
Friday, September 21, 2007 acc jiejie to see doc jst now .
she's very sick la . cough flu sorethroat headache and whatever shit .
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
ive been dragging myself to school and bck home for the whole of this week .
feeeling very tired . very lazy . very sick of it .
im meeting kweihuat later on i suppose .
tmrw; work thn to _______
sunday ; work
LOL . i know my life is super boring .
so dont bother to read la .
Thursday, September 20, 2007 yesterday ;
went for checkup straight after schoool .
had blood test and stuffs .
the nurse took blood from both my hands and i dunnoe how she actually
made my left hand swell and even had a blue black.
damn ! after the check up , went to the rice house for dinner .
foood was pretty alright :D
today ;
schoool was okay . raymond helped me w my art . YAYNESS! THANKS "BOYFRIEND" :D
met tim ho , zihan , seri and xue er after school .
brief them on my interact stuffs .
then home sweet home . the warren came over to pass me
my picture for art . but end up it wasnt rlly what i needed BUT THANKS WARREN !!! :D
eoy's round the corner .
im forcing myself to start mugging .
hais . i needa buck up !
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 IM NOT LYING ! :D
hellooo people .
backed from schooool .
nothing special . ha !
oral ; my teacher was MR CLEMENT TAY .
whoo hoo . actually he was suppose t test the NA guy infront of me .
but i told th guy t go mr fathol that side . hahahah .cos' both of us
were gg in at th same time . :D
yay ! i did pretty well this time i guess . YIPEE !
okay . im gg out sooon.
Monday, September 17, 2007 as in ALL . and i find myself very silly .
MOVED ON .
ha ! ive been actively blogging nowadays right ?
but i think that maybe i should create my own blog instead upon seeing
JOANNA SOH's blogg . a lil tempted t get my own blog .
but even if i do so , i would want t leave this blog alone .
for i wnt all my MEMORIES INTACT . :D
okay . schoool today was pretty fine .
i didnt realise that i was actually having fever until jst now i took my temperature . but im not gna skip schoool tmrw .
hmm . there's oral tmrw but before that i have t
look for timothy ho and the three lil prefects .
ha ! theres also chem test tmrw !
i really need t buck up man ! :C
activities for this weeek :D
tmrw ; oral
wed ; checkups
thurs ; start on my nano thing /library
fri ; nano thingy /library
sat ; IM WORKING
sun ; IM WORKING
SAY I AM NOT BUSY ; I AM NOT BUSY :D
ha ! mum got me this de-stress shower foam kinda thing .
i hope it works . whahahhahaha ! I WNA DE-STRESS .
Sunday, September 16, 2007 got my chem nd english hmwk done .
left w art and chinese
prepwork one ;
i dont intend t touch up or whatever .
prepared to get scolded for that one .
prepwork two ;
i wna do it properly .
nano competition ;
MEI YOU LING GAN .
damn !
on my way home , saw blahh .
and i rejected his offer to send me home .
its not YOUR FAULT BUT MINE .
ive locked my heart and im not gna love anyone for th time being.
cos i think i hd enough of love .
but i didnt feel like disturbing them lei .
so i'll go alone :D
sometimes , i just hate myself .
okay . in e morning , i prepared and when i was about t leave my house ,
my small sister called me and said that she forgot to bring her stuffs .
so i took the stuffs and i thought i put it into my bag .
then i went over to look for her . and when i wanted to get the stuffs outta my
bag , i realised that it was not inside . then i was like UH OH .
so i called home and found out that i didnt brought it out . :/
okay . NEVERMIND . then went to civic to help daddy get some stuffs done ,
but in the end , i didnt . not t mention why . hahah .
then went over to th control station and waited for xiaomin as the rest were already there . she reached and then we headed t clementi and from there ,
to claire chiang's house . super super big okay ! haha .
then discussed about our year plan . first thing in hand , is to finalised
all the details for the interact camp . then blah blah blah .
went back to cwp , walked around . bought xinen a shirt w words that i wrote words ( IM GLAD THAT I HAVE BIG CUP ) and a BRA CUM PANTIES ( a paste on thing from watson). haha .then headed there , on our way saw uncle neooo .:DD
then bbq-ed . fooled around .
sang song . and i realised that im actually very sick and tired of doing plannings .
i mean like ive already gtta do it for interact and thus , im sick of doing it for my friends . i mean its not that they are not impt to me but upon seeing the others
just sittig dwn thr and the first thing that comes t your mind is " why do i have to do all these shits while they can just sit down thr and enjoy ) .
a lil selfish but i dont care la .
im just so very sick of all th everything .
i used t be the one planning for most of the stuffs .
but after awhile , i felt that its more like a take-it-for-granted thing you see .
okay . whatever . shiyu should stop all her bullshits .
i need to send today's meeting agenda to felix now .
ZZZZZZ .
sometimes , they just dont understand what i need .
they dont give me what i need ;
but provides me with what i dont .
funnny aint it ?
ive lost all hopes;
cps' i thought , ive given enough
& , i had enough .
Friday, September 14, 2007 yes , im blogging like AGAIN .
was slacking all th way at home .
ruisen called me and asked me out but gt rejected once again :X
ahhaa . and claims that i always pang seh him . :X
hahahhaha .
i forgt what i wna blog already . zzz .
oh ya , i think hospitals nowadays are kinda coool cos'
the hospital that im gg to for checkups sent me msgs reminding me
that ive gt two checkups on wednesday . hahha .
i didnt wnt t go at first but since they sms me , i'll think about it . :D
haha . I LOVE MY FRIENDS PLEASE :D
ha . you can see that im quite happy now cos i wrote LOVELY readers .
blah . nonsense . ahhaa . alright . school was pretty alright .
went down to canteen during pe , talked to mr jay lim all the way .
im super glad that he said that he'll take me in for jewellry if
he's still in school next year . :DD haha . so hopefully , he doesnt transfer or whatever pleasee . cos i dont really like batik :X and painting aint my forte cos
my toning sucks big big time . he thinks that xinen should go for painting .
and jo , most probably painting or jewellry . okay . im gna do well for my
eoy prepwork so that ms pushpa will agree with mr jay and let me do jewellry . :D
okay . enough of that .
tmrw; gg to claire's house in the morning then for xinen's bbq since she wants me to go badly . hahhaha .
& after hoping from one blog t another , i found out that no matter how close
you re with friends , someday , all will part . everyone will go different ways ,
lead different lives . but at least,those people have walked through a small part of your life with you , leaving memories for reminiscence .
Thursday, September 13, 2007 art was pretty sucky cos ive another prepwork t do now .
glen dropped art . hais . ENVIOUS *
alright . then blah blah blah .
then physics , didnt really catch the stuffs teacher was teaching .
physics is one of th subjects that i thought i could score in but
perharps because im always absent on wed nd thurs ( the PHYSICS days )
i couldnt really catch up . damn it can !
and after school , had physics test .
i made one super duper careless mistake .
its one of the easiest question please .
goooo goooo gaaaa gaaaaa .
months ago , i used to think that one sided love was childish and naive .
but now , upon seeing them , i think that its even more difficult to
love someone in silent than having the other party whom loves you too .
but still , loving someone is tough .
therefore , i chose not to ! :D
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 i felt bad treating him that way .
but no choice cos i wanted him to let go .
im not worth it but some people jst dont understand .
im contented w all my friends with me .
alright !
was talking t zaki online .
chatting hell lotsa stuffs .
piang ! i miss perserverance 6/4 la !
i wna go back t qihua next year .
i wna see all the old schooolmates :D
cos..hah ! im lazy :D furthermore,
havent finished my hmwk .
lol ! i know i promised to be a good girl and go to school everyday .
but HOHOHO , today's an exception alright ?! :D
lols . im gna stay at home and finish up my prepwork , geog and revise my physics .
GOOOOOD GIRRLLLLLLL :DDDD
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 went over t xinen's house t do my prepwork .
but didnt manage t finish it .
goo goo gaa gaa . im thinking of whether wna go school or not ?
hhoho . alright . TODAY ; during schoool , someone came over
to complain something to me . somehow , it got into me that
maybe i was not doing my job properly thats why people have
the wrg idea that they re being left out? i dont know ..
P/S the complain was NOT about ME .
sometimes when things goes wrong ,
and you need someone ;
but no one's there ,
you'll feel empty , real empty
you might pray , you might cry ;
hoping that some kind of love will be there
but there isnt any .
just then, reality comes knocking at your door ,
making everything double as wrong , double as tough .
you'll thn feel that IM GOOD AS DEAD .
BULLLLLLLSHITTTTTT-S
Sunday, September 09, 2007 jiejie just called me nd said that she got the same phone as me.
white colour one . i gt the grey colour one .
im gna exchange with her once in awhile when im bored :D
ha ! got my new phone .
& im gg to my grandpa's house later .
filial eh ? hohoho .
school's starting tmrw .
ive decided to let go everything nd just concentrate on my studies .
NO MORE FUN , NO MORE NOTHING .
throw all the everything AWAYYY .
plans for the next 3 weekends ;
this coming weekend : claire chiang's house , celebration w uncle neo nd co. LIBRARY
following week : library . library .
following week : library library .
was chatting w lincoln yesterday and he taught me something .
STUDYHARD PLAYHARD EATHARD DRINKHARD SLEEPHARD SHITHARD
IM GNA START MUGGING .
LIBRARY ANYONE ?( FOR WEEKDAYS ND WEEKENDS )
Saturday, September 08, 2007 thank you for hurting me .
thank you for being ignorant.
im sorry for all the everything .
alright . thursday ;
headed to office . hell lotsa stuffs to do .
sweats -
haha . got a ride in mini volkswagen beetle .
and im super happy . its the cutest car EVER can .
gosh . im gna earn enough money to get that car one day . :D
hahaha . after that , went for dinner and headed homeee .
friday ;
woke up .
then went to checkpoint to meetup w suyi nd xinen
to get all the stuffs ready for the bbq .
haha . when i boarded the bus , i saw hiro twenyo lai you weldon yongseng .
so talk cock-ed with them . LOL .
then some of them acc me to get all those stuffs ready and brought them onto the cab . after that , went t suyi's house . i didnt know what to do with all those
seafood , chicken wing and stuffs . im seriously NOOOB okay .
so ended up , i just helped xinen open up all the wrappers loh .
then slacked in suyi's house . and then IT STARTED TO RAIN .
i looked at the rain and started to daze . LOL
then ended up we went t the multi purpose hall near 735 .
moved to the block nearby . then back to multi purpose hall
then lastly to circle green . hohoho .
got a lil emo , then walked around . went to 768 , then i saw shicai nd fuhao .
they asked me to walk bac with them so alright loh .
backed to the pit . waited for freddy .
absolute vodka .lols . drank two cups w coke .
after that , i started to have mens cramp . damn !
then one got drunk , so a few of them went up to freddy's house to wash up .
headed to freddy's house after awhile . helped her .
and just when she's alright , another one got lost . WTF right ?!
so went around to search for her .
found her . got the guys to sent all the girls home . except for xiaomin cos she has her bf , LOL . after that , ruizhong nd i walked haowen home .
they forced me to go home but i resisted . twenyo wanted t meet me to teach his i dunnoe who to sculpt balloons . i agreed at first but some people didnt wanted me to go . so whatever loh . acc haowen to 913 bus stop then went back to the pit .
i cleared up the mess . hahaha . then went to 768 mac . i sat down for awhile and
headed back home alone .
& ; no point breaking with her dude . it doesnt even matters to me .
stop telling me how important i am to you , because i dont give a damn dude ! :D
then reached home . talked on phone w kweihuat .
told him some stuffs . LOL . shutup hor kweihuat .
then the four play called in to conference .
funny luh woei shyang . hohoho .
ive finally put down the burden .
though he may not understand but at least ive said it out .
laaaadeeeedummmm .
Wednesday, September 05, 2007 haha . yesterday ; went to lavender to make my i/c .
okay . i swear im not gna bring my i/c out unless necessary cos its damn ugly :C
haha . then met up w jiejie for lunch at cwp . walked around .
then went over to the library to find kweihuat and boonkiat aka buddy :D
studied . saw jeremy , jiamian , binni . haha !
then blah blah blah . then home sweet home . lazy to write le luh !
okay . im gg to cwp for lunch w mr yeo and my board members .
thn home sweeet home cos' im tired .
tmrw ; gg to office w mummy to help her out .
friday ; farewell gathering for sec 4s :D
alright . FYI , i'll be working starting from next month if im not wrg .
GOOOODLUCK TO ME !
and i realised that im lucky to have many friends out thr .
e.g uncle neo nd co. , buddy and my blockbours , KWEIHUAT ( least he pesters me for his name here :X ) , my working friends and not forgetting my girls .
hohohohohoho . BYE BYE PEOPLE .
MAY SHIYU BLESS ALL !
Monday, September 03, 2007 haha . yesterday ;
went out alone . went old woodlands .
then to cwp , bought my ribbons nd papers .
then off to orchard to find my mummy .
helped out . then hopped to wendy's , da tou's shop .
talk cock-ed . ahha . made new friend . SHAWN :D
haha. then shopped . went to borders , bought cards .
then saw cara . hugged and wave goodbyee !
haha . then we started sms-ing each other .
lols . she's my childhoodyy friend :D
spent a total of 70bucks ytd . goodness right ?
the cards and riboons nd whatever not cost me about 30-40 bucks ?
but nvm , goodbye to all the graduating interactors :D
haha . then tday ;
went to 888 to get breakfast .
saw uncle neo nd co.
LOL . im gg to sch at one pm .
then off to NUSS guildhouse at 6 .
what a holiday !
Saturday, September 01, 2007 let me talk about ytd , be-yourself-day.
lols . meetup w xinen in th morning .
then saw huiya nd haowen . then went in studio R , double checked everything .
then sculpt some balloons . then up t the hall , hell lotsa balloons burst .
it made me fcuking pissed off . furthermore , all the ill-mannered prefects were like
giving uneccessary comments . made me super angry . then mr yeo came
over to ask me if i need any help and stuffs . then i complained about the prefects .
hahaha . then sculpt , burst , sculpt , burst . ZZZ
lols . i ran around , making arrangements for the video .
then finally , they played the video . super embarrasing can !
GOOODNESSSSS . lols . but nvm . there arent any handsome in th hall :D
teacher was like kinda touched luh . HOHOHOHOHO .
left th school, jo went town w pohguan nd co.
suyi , xinen nd ME went t xinen's house .
then xinen went to the mind cafe w arvin bert nd co.
then we went seperate ways .
suyi nd i slacked w uncle neo nd co. at 863 .
then the both of us headed to woodlands centre .
meetup w jithao nd jithua . saw twenyo nd co. jiaqing nd co.
got chased out by the auntie . haha . so headed for lunch at KFC w ruizhong nd co.
then went back to the pool centre .
saw weihong , kweihuat nd cbk . sneaked in again .
got chased out again . LOL . then went to cwp .
slacked . talk cock . then home sweet home .
HA ! getting my new phone sooon .
MIXED FEELINGS ;
